regina chen zhirong.
yzps/cgss/vjc/ntu.
05 february 1989.
busm follower.
loves nature but hates insects.
loves music and wants all the songs.
loves outrageous fashion.
loves everything about duck.
to-do
♥ bake muffins/cookies/cupcakes
♥ hang out with dearest pals
♥ do at least two charity work
♥ go overseas with friends
♥ participate in NIKE marathon
♥ go picnic
♥ fly kite
♥ gpa 4.2
wheehee! studied at esplanade (which was VERY sunny) not cold at all lor. and my fussy arse dont like the chair cause no cushion. WHAHAHA! ahfat seems be in a rather reclusive state. almost everyone's turning weird. including me i guess ): i dont know what happened but everything doesnt seem to sail as smoothly as before. after that we were so bored mommy-in-law and mama and i decided to either go home or gaigai. but then ahfat had to buy FOUR presents for FOUR different people (so we were all wondering who they are..hMm..) haha. so we walked to marina together and ahfat went to buy lor. BUT RIGHT. we three cuckoos really bored until shit. hehehe. super fun. SPYYYYY. oops (: it's like back to little childhood where you have ALMOST no worries and played all you like. heh. oh well. APPLE CRUMBLE (:
i wonder. are we studying for the sake or it, because our parents expect us to, OR is it because we want to?? sigh. we have no life. really. what's the point of doing something that doesn't make you happy? it is not like we don't want to study but it's just getting too much. we (or more like the stupid me) are handling stuff much much more than what can actually do. so how? die lor. die in this fucking country where the fucking govt forces us to do what they want. it is hardly our choice. yes, they encourage us to make changes. but does it really affect us? so what if people give suggestions? does the fucking govt care that much? i know i sound like a kid blabbering nonsensically but i cant be bothered at all. i'm just tired. sick of having to face examinations. sick of school. sick of having to learn stuff at someone else's pace simply 'because they must accommodate everyone'. go fuck yourself. i am who i am. i wanna do what i want. but the govt (at home also) is just so restrictive. afraid that youngsters will become rotten if they are exposed to the world too early. like wth. if not how can they learn the harshness of life AND the fucking govt. blah. i just hope that i wont break down anytime soon. i hate being alone. i hate having to face four walls. i w i l l g o b o n k e r s . someone please save me.. too many things have happened. i just want things to go slower. i cant fucking catch up. RAHH. i know i'm dumb damn it. so be it. so what. i have ZERO IQ. and i am truly proud of myself. (yrcannawi) no one will know.
mistake from previous entry: she's not pissed cause of that. it's something else (SHH) she know i know we happy
