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Sunday, July 30, 2006

Oh no no I don't intend to let my blog go hungry just like that I'm just too busy with (blardy) homework to feed it (: Haha. Lame.

I got Bio mock spa tmr.. But then that's S-L-A-C-K so it's A OKAY. Lol. Bonito.

Today was boring shit. Didn't even complete homework for one subject. Lousy laoji. Dinner was belachan fish. Yum yum (rubs tummy). (X

Saturday 29july
My pw group sucks. As compared to others. Except Si Rong, the rest are freaking un-enthu about work! Why can't they be as dedicated to TRYing their best as I am?! Dear Si Rong, thanks for doing all those typing stuff because I just hate staring at the com for too long typing stuff. Hehe. At least I edited the -ahem- good work done (: Wei Jin and Ngai are busy with whatever I am not interested to know while Yuzhao is down with an eye infection. In fact, it doesn't matter whether she attends any meeting or not because she 'speaks no evil'. We're in this TOGETHER, damn it.

Anyways we were supposed to meet at ten in school canteen today. And apparently, I reached at nine thirty and had to wait till ten thirty before Ngai popped up. Being an EXTREMELY impatient person, I decided to go ahead with the evaluation of the survey results since it was already TEN. Sigh. SOMEONE came at eleven and so the forfeit was to treat us FOOD. Heh heh (tummy rumbles).

Suntec? Parkway? Suntec? Parkway? I wanted to go Suntec to buy the Adidas sports bag I saw twice but then got no time. BOO! Met chm and nav at pp for lunch, after a slight jam. Peanut butter. Wanted to eat at Jack's Place because they have the students' meal offer but the promotion is only from Mon to Fri ): Deli or Pasta? Went Pasta but full house. So we became kopitiam people, waited for tables by standing beside them. Hoho. But the table nav and chm were waiting haven't even ordered their food!! Lousy laoji. Okay, Deli. No tables for six. Sorry we must sit together. Mos full house too! What rubbish la we're late for College Day! Ajisen got table for six! YAY (X plonked our arses down and the waitress even took our orders. "Excuse me, how long must we wait for the food?" "One minute (please)." All right we thought they were SO efficient can cook so fast. No. She came back, "About 25 minutes." A unison "HUH?!?!" and we ran out of the shop, jaywalked across the road and just went to eat at Macs. Sigh.

Late for school. What's new. Lol. Pathetic attendance. Wei Jin, Shawn, Zizhao, Weixin, Ngai, Jon, Bird, Nav, Si Rong and ME. Boo. Chm, Ginny, Shayne, Zhi Ren, Koh Shing - Band and Yizha - Choir. The rest just ponned la who cares about this stupid day anyways. Insipid College Day. Others get awards got what to do with us. I haven't even heard of some awards or scholarships before la. Like I care. Like I can even get one. I think choir's performance was better than band's. Oh well. Some people beg to differ.

WAHAHA the Speech-Day- alike shit finally ended ON TIME. Amazing. Headed straight for SUNTEC TO BUY THE BAG. Well I was afraid I'd finish spending the money before I could get my hands on the bag. Hehe. It's really a gorgeous beauty! So MY-colour and -material la. Simply irresistible. Product of the day: A very satisfied customer (: (who almost lost her way in little Sg on bus 16) My mommy says depressed people have a higher tendency to shop and spend money as it gives them pleasure and an avenue to let their hair down. NO WONDER LA!

Friday 28july
Early dismissal at eleven! Hehe. Went to Suntec with the intention to study at Coffee Bean. The ambience there ain't too bad quite good for chilling out and studying at the same time (: But I pulled Pearl to see the Adidas bag again =/ Integration is fun I love integration. Really really. No joke. Though I can't remember all the trigo formulae. Haha. Lousy laoji.

After that rather unproductive uneventful unskilled day, we went to Raffles City to gaigai, find an artsy fartsy drawer to match my room. As usual I was lured into Prints even though they had no drawers. Boxes were good enough I thought. Lol. I situpidely got stuck in that shop deciding which design and size of box I should get because I bu gan xin to leave the shop empty handed ): Die die also must buy something! Product of the day: A confused customer not knowing what to do with a bronze box with flower motifs, S$21 and a stack of coloured paper which cost S$10. I don't care it I'm wasting money already la. Grr. Mango sorbet and berries yogurt ice cream from NZ Natural (I think) helped to electrify my excitement. Weird phrase.

Sorry Mama didn't go town with you ): Wanted to study but then it turned out to be a do homework day =/

Thursday 27july
Math Mentoring Briefing at 1530h in Math Resource Room. Got tags with our individuals name on it somemore wor.. Not bad eh. Haha. But Mr Thomas Teo says it's for show, let us feel good mentoring our friends one. LOL. Funny guy.

Wednesday 26july
Goodbye to Toyota Camry 2.0 - SDT 1020 H
Welcome Honda Odyssey - SGJ 9558 M
(my aunt says 9558 zhong tou jiang before =/)

Tuesday 25july
Finally settled the jacket design!! YAY (X

Monday 24july
Screw studying DNA. But I like DNA. Boo ):

Sunday 23july - Monday 17july
Short term memory. Cannot remember what blardy hiaow happened. Nothing's exciting in my life. Tada.

Listening to: The Best of Me - Bryan Adams

written at 19:28

Sunday, July 16, 2006

Fuck school. Fuck lessons. Fuck flu. Fuck fever.

One week of abeyance. I hate going to school for lessons. Don't pity loners. They don't need your sympathy. Don't you know I'm in that prestigious group?!

My itchy fingers finally got to pool on Friday with Mama! One on one and I won! (apparently, since Mama said so. HAHA) The first round was damn cool I kept scoring. Until we were left with like 3stripes (mine) and 7solid (hers) plus the black ball, Duh.

After that was POTC with some of Pearl's classmates. Okay lemme try remembering their names. Benny, Teerabong, Hanako, Han Loong, Daniel, Nickhiel, Ming Yee, Caroline and Yong Jian from s49. Tian Fu joined us for Subway. Correct? Should be la. Maybe a few spelling errors here and there.

I'm such a weakling. Joined SHAPE magazine 5km ran and clocked a time of 32:43 mins even though i haven't run for months (: But then! My knees hurt real badly after five hours or so ): It's like someone is trying to break my knees. Can't even limp properly-that is how bad it is. Much less climb the stairs. Sigh. Don't try to be a superhero.

The goodie bag was fantastic-many many free samples of god-knows-what + 96series Nike towel + mini Nike water bottle. Not bad eh. And everything (including the run and bag) costs only $15. Okay typical Singaporean. Wants cheap stuff. If free even better. But who doesn't want, right? Stupid.

Afterall at least I didn't give up during the run and I'm really proud of myself for keeping my legs going. There were definitely times when the 'devil' came into play and told my brain to take a break. It was all a matter of strategy that the 'devil' used. Excuses. 'Mommy's still at the back You should wait for her' etc. However I persevered on! (X

I love Myself for doing Myself proud.

Excuses; the most Fatal weapon.

inverse theory #4: Eat to Sleep.

written at 20:16

Friday, July 07, 2006

A time to be born, and a time to die;
A time to plant, and a time to pluck up that which is planted;
A time to kill, and a time to heal;
A time to break down, and a time to laugh;
A time to mourn, and a time to dance;
A time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together;
A time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing;
A time to get, and a time to lose;
A time to keep, and a time to cast away;
A time to rend, and a time to sew;
A time to keep silence, and a time to speak;
A time to love, and a time to hate;
A time of war, and a time of peace.

(Excerpt from Eleven Minutes by Paulo Coelho)

What are priorities? Always cling on to your sangfroid and willpower (:

written at 22:08

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

Whatever happens, happens for a reason.
Don't blame no one.
Except yourself.

It may seem like a porcelain perfect facade.
Don't intrude.
A vulnerable landmine it is.

The droplets cascade down.
Don't be a roadblock.
Give them freedom.

This is crap.
Don't read.
Are you not a fool like me.

written at 22:19

Saturday, July 01, 2006

Hehe met Dang&Mommy-in-law and Mama yesterday at Lido to catch our second flick of the day! 4:30 is a brilliant show by our dearest homegrown talent Royston Tan. His films are that thought-provoking sometimes it's so chim until I don't understand some parts. But oh well it's quite worth it I guess.

Scary Movie 4 is stupidly hilarious!! The Ju-on was kinda cute I should say. Lol. Especially when it conversed with Cindy in Japanese. Damn funny X) Okay I shouldn't spoil the fun. Haha. Go catch it while it's still showing!! Watched with Pearl Fel and Zr. -ahem- It's for me to know and for you to find out what happened! *Ps Pearl! Where's our secret code???* ><

It has been quite a while since we've gone out or had long conversations. Can't remember when was the last time. I thought we have grown further apart. But I was proven wrong. I guess it's your bubbly nature that keeps friendships going even when they suddenly stand still. Maybe because we're in different combi hence having different timetables and breaktimes and stuff but it feels good to reminisce about the good ole' days once again. It feels like I'm back in Cedar crapping all together. Lol. But then again I'm not one who will initiate conversations. I think I'm more of a listener than talker cause I don't really like to move my mouth. HAHA =/ Perhaps that's why I'm such a failure in sustaining friendships. Oh well. There are some which are not worth sustaining at all since some friends don't even treat you as one so what's the point. Just remember that you know them and settle comfortably on that.

Sigh. So many thoughts streamed through my head just now. I just can't find the proper words to write them down. Sometimes I get myself stuck in a situation which I realise is tough for me to climb out of and to totally forget about it. Sometimes I stress myself out by pondering about thoughts that are never-ending. Sometimes I just wish that time stands still and let everyone have a break. What's the use of going so fast when some people can't catch up and lose their way. Do we wait for them or go ahead with our own activities? Why? I will wait. And make sure they are ready to move on. Why be so cruel to leave them out? We have to find our calling and along the way, we will learn the tricks of life and make new friendships which may or may not last. Just give it a try. At least you know that you did something to nourish your soul instead of hanging on to your sixth sense. Don't leave anyone in the lurch helpless even if it's somebody you don't know. I believe that humans are kind by nature.

I love my family, even though my bro is fucking irritating. I love Mandy, even though we're in different schools (and I think that distance brought us closer). I love Pearl, even though you talk non-stop (your voice has become more soothing to me). Thank you guys (:

written at 21:36