Wednesday, August 09, 2006
VJ National Day celebrations sucked to the core. Or deeper than that. There was NO spirit NO feeling NO fun NOthing. What lousy mass dance as the last item. Just the desire to go home and sleep. Cedar was TOTALLY different. Singing our hearts out, screaming til we drop flat, jumping all over the place and doing the choo-choo train thing. I kinda miss playing with the Band. The fun that I poked at the Leaders of My batch. My darling juniors were wonderful. I bet they love me and are missing all my crazy stuff (: (Wahaha I have yet to kiss yawl) JAMES BOND AND THE SEXY TRUMPET! (x my love. Pearl's in Hongkong.
Mama's busy with her projects.
Rachel's mugging her arse off.
Si Rong should be wasting time playing com games.
I've found a new bestie: the four Walls that surround me. They have heard my laughter; felt my tears; gave me warmth in the cold rainy nights; listened patiently to me rant; let me throw stuff at without breaking down (:
To All:
I don't mind if you wanna scream at me or hit me. Just don't ignore me all right? Thank you.
Who spends a public holiday all alone at home without anyone to talk to? Who mugs during a National holiday? Who has no one to reply messages to? I think I may just as well do the Loser Sign to myself (: Haven't talked to anyone today, verbally I mean. (Does screaming at my grandma count?) Oh well at least I sent 2 messages to Rachel and chatted with Si Rong online. That's about it I guess.
Don't believe that I'm such a fucking loser. Make more friends? But how many true ones can you make in a lifetime? Stop all the lies and pretence. Bullshitting your way through won't salvage the circumstance. Change strategy. Be the next Zhu Ge Liang to catch hold of a win-win situation.
AnyONE doesn't mind watching fireworks with me on friday? Haha. I hope I won't get a positive reply. Rather stay at home with my good Friend.
Sometimes I just lose interest in something completely and suddenly burn with passion for it. I'm weird (: Gonna learn how to play Dota/Warcraft/That LAN game. At least it's better than stupid mushrooms and snails and whatnot. Lol.
People say Singaporean youths are politically apathetic. Let me prove my point.
How old is Singapore ah? =/
written at 20:02
