Wednesday, October 18, 2006
I feel really screwed without a schedule.I must know what's coming up.The emptiness of not knowing what to do kills me.I hate doing things last minute.I hate rushing against time._____My white blood cells are waging a war against the viruses._____Cough, pain.Sneeze, pain.Die, no more pain.But I don't want to die.I promise I will be a good girl.I will eat my health supplements.I will go for regular training sessions.I will do my homework._____But for now, I just feel like sleeping.
written at 22:01