regina chen zhirong.
yzps/cgss/vjc/ntu.
05 february 1989.
busm follower.
loves nature but hates insects.
loves music and wants all the songs.
loves outrageous fashion.
loves everything about duck.
to-do
♥ bake muffins/cookies/cupcakes
♥ hang out with dearest pals
♥ do at least two charity work
♥ go overseas with friends
♥ participate in NIKE marathon
♥ go picnic
♥ fly kite
♥ gpa 4.2
ahh i feel glad that i did smth charitable today. uh well not towards the needy organisations but my very own busm (baitiangong universal spiritual movement). it's not exactly a religion because we dont go around forcing ppl to join us? we do try to encourage more ppl to come but it's very much your own choice and our ability to convince/persuade. it's not like, COME LISTEN BE GOD'S CHILD. anyways i donated the money for the malaysian side to buy a new minibus. the one that served us for the past decades is dying and can't be salvaged. so, since i have some spare cash on hand, why not help right? and they did help us with the building of the current religious hall before.
since i'm on this topic, i shall elaborate more on what busm is or about.
baitiangong means pray to the creator. not the jesus/virgin mary kind of thing. why is busm better? because for buddhist, you pray to idols. god should be omnipresent, omnipotent and omniscient - never located in one spot or one object. so why are ppl praying to clay? i really dont understand. you are merely channelling your energy to a thing which has human features. it's the same for christians and catholics. which explains why the jesus sculpture could cry blood. it is merely your energy input that allowed such so-called miracles to happen. then we have the muslims who pray only in one direction. i know i sound angsty but i'm not condemning any religion here. just giving an explanation as to why i chose to stay with busm. my personal reason.
what do i pray to and how do i pray? kneel down on the floor without shoes, palms pressed together and placed near the chest, face the sky without obstructed view, and you recite the prayer like any other religions. can also pray to god for health, good life, those kind of stuff. free creativity.
why am i always not free on sundays? because ima attend the weekly discussion from 2pm-6pm. for the first two hours we discuss about anything and everything - from recent news and how it relates to our spritual knowledge to unworldly encounters. then we have half an hour of meditation, which i fall asleep almost all the time. but those laojiaos can travel around soulfully and go heaven play with the animals. have been trying to attain that level but i think i concentrate so much until i knock out. afterwhich is reliving the half hour of adventure for those who were lucky enough to go to other dimensions + conclusions, if there are.
i sincerely believe that there is heaven and hell. maybe many ppl do too. but what is intriguing is that these two places, as far as they sound, are actually intertwined with earth. it's like having three worlds in one place but we cant see those 'ppl' from the other planet? which is why sometimes we feel negative forces around us when we are in a particular area.
like i said earlier, we have the malaysia and singapore sides. i'm not too sure how this happened, but i know that the late founder of the movement was from KL. he is THE DISCIPLE OF GOD AND THE DELIVERER OF ALL UNCLEAN SPIRITS (capping all letters just in case). which puts him in a higher postion than jesus and mohammad nabi because they are only MESSENGERS OF GOD. hard to digest i know. basically he came here to teach us the proper+costsaving+efficient way of praying, so as to save our souls (aka go to heaven) after we die instead of having to suffer in hell and get reincarnated again. who doesn't want to enjoy life? even after death.
and that kinda sums up what i want to say. ENJOY LIFE THOUGH IT SUCKS SOMETIMES. to me.. the hardest times are when i quarrel with duck and when exams are looming. i get really touchy and it gets to the point that i cannot even decipher myself. am still learning how to manage my emotions, since i dont hide any.
on a sidenote, i'm considering if i should trim my hair tmr cause it's getting too long and heavy. and if i should have a DUCK theme for birthday? (((:
